February 2011
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you're pushing me off the edge dad
you really dont know how fucked up i am.
I don’t want to hurt you anymore, but everything i do hurts you, everything i am hurts you. I think its best i leave, but i cant because there are so many other people that care about me and they accept me as me. Maybe you will one day, I’m not sure but this is killing me. You’re number one on my list of important people, then comes...
January 2011
when i’m gone just carry on don’t mourn rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice just know that i’m looking down on you smiling and i didn’t feel a thing so baby don’t feel no pain just smile back
katiefuckingdrew:
Don’t tell me, “Everything’s going to be okay,” because I already fucking know that. This is transitory distress. Think of it this way: telling me dinner is in an hour doesn’t make me any less hungry.
"your two main biddies are playin a sport...
oh jojo making me chuckle when im in a bad mood.
enilecesor asked: LOL LIKE 20 MINS AGO I REALIZED YOU WERENT ON OOVOOO...........i would randomly make a comment....then i realized you werent there......awkward
hittin' on dudes...hard
i hate my mood swings
i should probably start taking my meds again, i havent taken them for about 2 weeks. I’m sorry for being clingy. I’m sorry for being dramatic, im done, i just to my meds and ill take them tomorrow and the next day and the next day etc. I’m happy now i dont know why but i am soooo. I’ll wait for you to text me this time cause i should just stop being clingy okay bye. bye....
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i would just fucking end it all for you
i hate this control you have over me its not fair.
I WANT PILLS. SOMEONE GIVE ME PILLS.
I'm sorry for everything.
sandytranz:
I’m sorry you had to meet me.
I’m sorry I’m not perfect like your ex probably was.
I’m sorry I get hurt over small things.
I’m sorry you have to put up with me.
I’m sorry for falling for you.
I’m sorry I hurt you.
I’m sorry I give you blunt replies.
I’m sorry you had to meet me.
I’m sorry I love you.
“And even if somebody else has it much worse, that doesn’t really change the fact...”
– The Perks of Being A Wallflower (via goodbyeskyline)
Mayday Parade - You Be The Anchor That Keeps My...
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So what if i can't forget you
i’ll burn your name into my throat i’ll be the fire that’ll catch you, whats so good about picking up the pieces? what if i don’t even want to?
“I look at people holding hands in the hallways, and I try to think how it all...”
– Perks of being a Wallflower (via stfuky)
i give up.
This wont just be another attempt
i always fuck up.
They say cigarettes can kill you.
thisisntdesire:
Is that a promise?
on the brightside
tiana texted me and apologized for hurting my feeling last night. love dat gurl…DONK
and this is why i dont want to live
cause i always fuck up with everything, my family, my friends, her.
Laying in bed waiting for my day to start
i’ll wait for you to read this and then maybe you’ll text me back and watch a movie with me. I was drunk and stoned last night. I’m sorry. but i still really want to see you today. please. please.
My night went swell i sat on the couch and cuddled with dan and watched biddies dance on the table. I’m pretty sure we didnt leave that spot all night except to go smoke.
i didnt text you off his phone
i wouldnt do that. i knew you would get mad.
kristenlovesyou:
who wants to have a threesome with me and jes
anyone
me
my bestfriend deanna is my life
she was just like
“when i went back to southoaks, I sat there everyday waiting for you to walk through the door”
she tried to kill herself the night i got into a big fight with her i should have said different things i should have called the police i should have begged her to stay. but i was feeling the same way, her family hates me now because they read our texts back and fourth....
jesbian:
SEEEING MY KRISTEN BBY TODAY <3 <3 <3
what.
